Hi my darling, it's peony season so I bought myself some peonies from you, well you have to treat yourself during lockdown. Love you forever. Also bought ANL woman lyrics pic which I had personalised for our anniversary xxx
Hi my lovely. Torquay was nice but I felt empty without you. Pete did you proud as Frank sidebottom. Think your mum had a good time. Love you my darling xxx xxx
Love you my darling. Going to torquay tomorrow for carry on Christmas with your mum and Allison and Pete. Make sure you come with us. I have a Frank sidebottom head for Pete to wear as fancy dress and Frank sidebottom badges for the rest of us. Give us plenty of signs to show us you are with us. Love you always xxx xxxx
Hello my darling. Christmas is halfway through. It's been hellish at times missing you so much but know you're all around me. Hope you liked the wreath I made you and Pete and Allison's Robin. Thanks for taking me to your favourite place to sit in my dream. Love you xxx xxx xxxx
Hello my the tree is up Dom mostly did it. To be honest this year I'm not bothered about the tree although it is very big and beautiful and looking very retro. Wish you were lying under it with your dad bod. Put a little tree with lights on in the garden for you. Love you forever xxx xxxx
Hello my darling , really struggling lately without you. Thanks for coming to me as the Robin today it really helped. Think I'm in the angry stage of grief and so want someone to pay for your misdiagnosis. It hurts so much the thought that if southmead did their job properly you might still be with us. If there is any compensation I will split it between me dean Sean and shiv cus we have all been torn apart by losing you my darling xxx xxx
Just been to Bethesda fete with shiv. Wasn't the same without you admiring all the crap. Did win a pack of kit kats though. Love you my darling xxx xxxx
Struggling today with out you my darling. It's been like it for a few days. I reckon it's the changing season. Even though you didn't like Christmas much I know you knew how much I did. I'm buying a ring and perfume from you for Christmas Love you keep giving me signs xxx xxxx
Hi my darling, seems very mercenary today calling Aviva to cash in your pension. I know how hard you worked for it and how much you were looking forward to getting it to make our lives easier. Some people might think me lucky to have this financial stability but I'd rather have you back in a heart beat. Don't worry i won't be frivolous and will pay off dean's car plus have him a wedding fund like shiv and Sean and also make him an equal thirds beneficiary of my will. Dean is a very much loved part of our family who we will all look after. Love you my darling xxx xxx
Pete misses you terribly xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx
Psyching myself up to have a pirate riding a butterfly tattoo. Hope I can do it xx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx
Forever in my heart and thoughts my darling Love you xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx
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